Hi and welcome on my blog! I am so glad you’ve made your way here!
My name is Claudia Bleser, I love life, and I am all about personal growth.
Who am I?
I am a regular human who aspires to live her best life.
I was not always that way.
Last year, I made an amazing discovery:
This life I am living is not cut in stone.
I am the one who is designing it, and I can decide where my life is going and how it is feeling.
And that discovery really changed my entire way of living and thinking.
If you knew me last year, you would definitely not recognize me now.
So what happened last year?
I was in Music College, studying the clarinet, totally struggling, totally hating it, totally lost in the negative thinking spiral, never seeming to get my shit together. I was more down than up these times, I hated myself for feeling like this, and I felt powerless in so many ways.
I dreaded the thought of having to continue like this for 6 years, without even knowing if it was going to get any better after College.
But I was caught in my self-doubts and believed I should just shut up and do it as everybody else did it. Why were all the other students mastering it, and I was the only one struggling? It got me to believe that I was the problem, that I was just standing in my own way and I was never going to make it.
I was so negative, always tired and mentally and emotionally stressed that my health was decreasing. I could not concentrate, I had terrible headaches, and I was always tired.
Why didn’t I just quit?
The reason I did not quit right away was because I was afraid that there was nothing else I could do in this world, because my entire life, I had done nothing else than clarinet. I had been a musician my entire life, and I was supposed to make my life with it, too.
So the fact that I hated it made me question my entire life, and I hated myself even more for never having tried anything else.
The thing is, back then, in my teenage years, I was also afraid of doing anything else than what I was already doing (all things music related), because I was afraid of getting out of my comfort zone and trying new things.
So with that in mind, I lied to myself, telling myself I was enjoying it and it would become better. I was just ignoring my heart that had been yelling at me, telling me to quit because I was hating it so much.
But then, over some time, I realized I could not continue like this, and that the thought of just shutting up and continuing my life with doing something I was hating only because I was so afraid was just ABSURD.
Then I discovered I had the choice to change.
I knew that the one thing that would liberate me was deciding to admit I was on the wrong path in life and everything I was doing was only making me unhappy.
And I did not want to spend my entire life unhappy.
So I admitted to myself that I hated it and that I needed to quit.
So I finally quit.
And it opened the door to growth.
This one decision taught me so much, and I made a promise to myself to never let my fears hold me back and let my self-esteem sink that low ever again. I am the one deciding and creating this life, and I won’t hold myself back anymore.
Once I realized that and quit, I started this blog, I completed a Yoga Teacher Training, I started meditating, and I started loving my life and myself for who I am.
I am proud of myself and I have found trust in life, even though I still don’t know where my life will lead me. But that’s the whole point: I trust that everything will work out. I trust life.
Life is amazing. And there is so much more to it. And that’s why I started this blog: I wanted to write about life, and what you can do to make it the very best one.
What’s my mission?
You deserve to live your best and happiest life.
That’s why I want you to never settle, unless you are truly and entirely fulfilled and happy.
I inspire and guide you on your personal growth journey, to let go of all the limits in your life, get out of your own way, tap into your true potential and step onto the path to your best and happiest life!
The world is waiting for your unique gift. You have ALL that you need to unfold your unique potential.
What are YOU waiting for?
Let’s do this journey together!
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Thank you for being here with me!
Love,
